Archive for October, 2004

Trying to Make Sense of It All

Friday, October 1st, 2004

Trying to make sense
of it all is impossible, certainly in this medium.  Hopefully this
trip helped me understand, and to a certain extent raised, certain
questions:  trying to figure out how I feel about Germany, Poland,
and Europe as a whole in light of the Holocaust and the Jews’ sad
history there; and attempting to understand how in the world the
Holocaust could have happened.  

This is more an essay than a post, so
I’ve written about various aspects of these questions and linked to
them rather than making one GINORMOUS post that will take you forever
to read.

Germany

Europe

Poland

Et Cetera


The Whole Post

Good Bye Europe

Friday, October 1st, 2004

In case you haven’t
noticed, this trip has become something of an exploration of certain
themes, which has resulted in several somber posts over the last week
or so.  Themes like contemporary Jewish life and culture,
retracing my family history, learning about the culture that was lost,
genocide, fascism, human depravity.

But there are other themes I haven’t mentioned.  

One is the great time I had being
with my family for the last half of my trip.  My dad is such a joy
to be around and we are so close – it was great to see Rome with him
and Sara and Marie, and celebrating the holidays with them over there
was particularly nice. 

THANKS DAD!

It was also great to be with Sara; as
you know we traveled together for a week after Dad and Marie went back
to the U.S.  We had some great experiences together and a lot of
laughs.  Laughing till your sides hurt is always fun. 
Because we don’t live in the same city, we never ran out of things to
talk about.  Sometimes we would spontaneously say the same thing
at the same time which was funny and disconcerting at the same time.
 

I really enjoyed watching Sara’s mind
work, in part because I know what her experiences have been, such as
backpacking for over a year through Central and South America, and of
course because she’s my younger sister and I’ve known her my whole
life.  Little things like watching her eagerly devour the Italian
phrasebook and copy many words into her own little notebook, or seeing
her pronounce perfectly the Polish word for “excuse me,” which is
“Pszepraszam” (pron. pshe-PRASH-am).  Or when we were at the Roman
Forum and she told me to be sure and check out the perfectly preserved
marble floor in the former hall where the Roman Senate met 2,000 years
ago. 

And of course, much of the trip has
been about just being a tourist, seeing the sights, and all that good
stuff.  My main comment here is that no one reading this should go
to Europe without including a trip to Krakow.  That is one great
city.  I’ve gushed enough about it to make all of you sick, so I
won’t go on and on again.  But I have to mention my trip this
morning to the Collegium Maius, the oldest building of Jagellonian
University, the second-oldest college in Central Europe.  It’s so
old that Copernicus went there!  They had some of his astronomical
instruments, some great old globes and astrolabes, and in general it
was just cool to be in such a venerated old institution.  It looks
just like you would imagine a very old university to look – dark wood
beams, old scientific instruments, very very old books in centuries-old
bookcases with lead glass windows, etc.  Knowledge and learning
seemed to seep from the walls.  Don’t miss it.

The High Holy Days in Europe

Friday, October 1st, 2004

The meditative
character of this trip was definitely enhanced by the fact that we were
traveling during the High Holidays, so I thought I would tell you about
our experiences observing them in Europe.

We observed the Rosh Hashanah services at the Main Synagogue in
Rome.  It was a pretty interesting experience.  The Synagogue
is certainly the most beautiful one I have ever seen.  I’m not
sure what style it is, but it was very ornate while still avoiding
looking like a church.  We had to go through security, of
course.  When we got there we thought, wow, this congregation is
really quite small, a shell of its former self.  But by the end of
the service, it was so crowded that no one could sit down; 8 or 9
people were squeezed into our pew, which had only 6 seats. 
Everyone chattered away through the service, even through the
sermon.  There must have been at least 2000 people there
total.  When we left, the courtyard was filled with well-dressed
Roman Jews.  

The best part was our conversation with Enzo Nahum.  He was
originally from Venice and told us about the experience of the Roman
Jews in the war and about the synagogue.  It was built in 1904 and
survived the war intact.  The story of how he survived the war was
pretty interesting, but I just don’t have the heart to get into
it.  We were impressed with his knowledge of history and details
about Italian Jewry, but one thing he said that sticks in my head
was:  “The Jews can’t count on anyone but other Jews to protect
themselves.”

Yom Kippur was an entirely different story, because we were in
Krakow.  Sara, Sara’s great friend Heidi, Heidi’s boyfriend Teria,
and I went over to the 500-year-old Remuh Synagogue, the only active
synagogue in Krakow.  The service was led by one Rabbi Gluck, who
comes in every year from Brooklyn, New York.  Ironically,
bringing him in gave the service an old world feel, because he sang
with a heavy Yiddish accent.  (E.g., “Boiruch Atoi
Adoinoy”).  His prot

The Sum of Books Unwritten

Friday, October 1st, 2004

NOTE:  I wrote this on Thursday Sept. 30th, but couldn’t post it until now.

Yesterday (Wed. 9/29) Sara and I drove into Slovakia to go to a hot
springs.  (It turned out to be an annoying “Aqua Park” and not a
hot springs, but that’s another story.)  On the way back, we
stopped in a little town very near the border with Poland.  We got
out of the car and wandered around for a bit.  About a block off
the main square, we passed a pretty white building about three stories
high, with columns around the front door and other modest
decoration.  A bit bigger than the others and certainly more
ornate.  I thought, hmm, could this be the old synagogue? 
Looking up, I noticed two tablets inset into the front of the building
towards the top.  Sure enough, a local woman passing by confirmed
that this was the “synogoga zydowski.”  It’s a shoe store
now. 

Before I left for this trip, I told a
colleague that I would be visiting Poland and going to the town where
my grandfather was born.  “That sounds emotional,” he
replied.  Yes, I said, but I thought that seeing Auschwitz and
other Holocaust-related sites would be much more emotional.  It
turns out that the two are inextricably intertwined.  Visiting
Mogielnica was very saddening, because the only traces of my extended
family, and my people, were two huts in the middle of a forest where
the cemetery used to be and an old birth register at City Hall.

It was the same in this town and all across Europe.


It is not just the horribly brutal
and, later on, mechanized way that the Jews were killed.  It’s not
just the hurt and betrayal of the participation of local Poles (not all
of them, of course).  It’s the loss of a people and a culture,
hundreds of years’ worth.  Lives unlived.  Holidays not
celebrated. Gefilte fish not prepared.  Jokes not told.  What
would have happened if the Holocaust had not occurred?  Might a
steady stream of Jews still be going back and forth between New York
and Europe and feeding the once-vibrant Yiddish culture there? 
For that matter, might Yiddish still be widely spoken?  “The sum of books
unwritten,” as someone once said.  That’s the saddest part of all
to me:  lives unlived; a culture nearly erased.