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Sweet Surrender: Within you, I wish to lose myself…

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Date: 18th February 2009
Location: Hyderabad

To,
You…

At Dawn today, I stood by the same sea shore, where we first met…waiting for you… to tell me what “we” meant to you. Its been a longtime since we first met, savoring moments from our journey that took us through many beautiful lanes and by-lanes of living. Standing by the sea, I understood how you were similar to the warmth of the sand, holding me firmly to the floor, giving me strength to stretch my arms and feel the warmth of the sun. I wanted to enjoy that feeling forever, but I realized I lost the sand to the water exposing the voids in my feet… I understood how without you, my life will have voids I can’t fill.

Is it this feeling that I have no strength to fill the voids, or is it the warmth that you provide to explore the sunshine? Is it the faith that there is nothing beyond you that I need to seek, nothing except you, within whose sphere, I can safely lose myself and yet be a winner ? Is it this feeling which is giving me strength to seek you, and bind you completely…even when all that I know about you is just you…

Within you, I wish to lose myself…forever!

regards,
Me…

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7 Comments

  1. Deepti

    February 18, 2009 @ 11:47 pm

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    anything said falls short – this has become one of my favorites,by far! :)The beauty of any relation lies in how the two people fill voids in each others’ lives to make it complete. personally i feel, the extremeness of love is defined by 2 words – annihilation and surrender, and to have them in our life is a wonderful blessing!!This post reminds me of the line… “Love is giving someone power to destroy you but trusting them not to.”Kudos!

  2. Anirudh

    February 19, 2009 @ 2:16 pm

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    why are u back in hyd btw? proj leda? lekunte sare…entidi? nuvvivvani raayatam enti? evarikosam? 😉

  3. Anirudh

    February 19, 2009 @ 2:17 pm

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    the letter states the place as hyderabad and u speak of sea shore!!!

  4. Abhijith J

    February 19, 2009 @ 2:35 pm

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    @ deepti: very true..I like the last line.. Thanks a lot for the comment.. I appreciate it! @ anirudh: Its more about the feeling than just the place my friend…its more about the emotion than the person my friend..it took me long to understand that its more about the time to realize than the emotion my friend…its more about why it needs to be true than why it cannot be, my friend…

  5. Anonymous

    March 8, 2009 @ 5:37 am

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    you made me understand the beauty of a relation…thank you… 🙂

  6. Abhijith J

    March 8, 2009 @ 1:24 pm

    6

    @ anonymous…:) Thanks a lot!

  7. Anonymous

    March 9, 2009 @ 4:51 am

    7

    love you jaan 🙂

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