{"id":4783,"date":"2011-09-14T22:55:37","date_gmt":"2011-09-15T05:55:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.law.harvard.edu\/yulelog\/?p=4783"},"modified":"2011-09-14T22:55:37","modified_gmt":"2011-09-15T05:55:37","slug":"what-i-think-about-when-im-standing-on-my-head","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/yulelog\/2011\/09\/14\/what-i-think-about-when-im-standing-on-my-head\/","title":{"rendered":"What I think about when I&#8217;m standing on my head"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I recently took up the habit of daily 4-minute headstands. I&#8217;ve done headstands for decades now, but I never tried keeping to a daily regimen, nor did I ever before pay attention to duration.<\/p>\n<p>Lately, for a purely physical reason, it occurred to me that I should do headstands <strong>often<\/strong> (every day), and that I should keep track of the time so that I would do them for longer. And so I came to decide that I would keep the pose for a minimum of four minutes.<\/p>\n<div class=\"thumbnail\">\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/skitch.com\/yule1\/f3rqp\/4minutestimer\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/img.skitch.com\/20110915-tsrhnb7h3665466fpy9uiw83s.preview.jpg\" alt=\"4MinutesTimer\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<h3>Something interesting started happening:<\/h3>\n<p>I got bored, quickly.<\/p>\n<p>Therefore, I had to do something to stay interested, or at least to stay &#8230;<em>mindful<\/em>.<\/p>\n<h3>My physical exercise, in other words, turned into a mental exercise before I even realized it.<\/h3>\n<p>If you&#8217;re standing on your head, there&#8217;s not that much you can do (except go into a lotus pose with your legs or something &#8211; but you can&#8217;t even scratch your nose or check email, so it&#8217;s pretty limiting).<\/p>\n<p>And so, purely as an exercise in countering boredom and in keeping my mind from going <em>all over the place, mindlessly<\/em>, I began counting along with the timer.<\/p>\n<p>Four minutes is 240 seconds, and I started by counting forward. For the first couple of weeks, I let the first minute slip by, and started counting at &#8230;oh, the three-minute mark. I was counting to 180, in other words. Sometimes I started daydreaming and lost track, finding myself lost at &#8230;wait, was I at 110 or had I already hit 115?<\/p>\n<p>When I noticed that I wasn&#8217;t able to stay focused, I began to &#8220;force&#8221; myself to pay attention, and I also began ratcheting the starting mark up, in line with the start of the timer. Soon I was starting at four minutes (beginning to count at zero, going up to 240), with the goal of hitting each second with a silent count of yet another number.<\/p>\n<p>But again, my mind would wander &#8211; or else be perturbed by an apparent &#8220;synchronicity&#8221; I couldn&#8217;t calculate (reason away) quickly enough. For example, the first few times I noticed that I mentally &#8220;said&#8221; <em>one-hundred-forty<\/em> and also <strong>saw<\/strong> the number 140 appear on the timer, I was flustered. It broke my concentration: why did I &#8220;say&#8221; 140 at the same time as the timer &#8220;said&#8221; 140?<\/p>\n<p>The first few times it just threw me (was I counting &#8220;wrong&#8221;? would the number 140 match up tomorrow?), and the next few times I lost track of counting as I reasoned the answer: &#8220;Oh, right! When I say 140, I&#8217;ve been counting for 2minutes 20seconds, and there&#8217;s 1minute and 40seconds left, which is 100 seconds, and 140 plus 100 is 240 seconds, which is 4 minutes&#8230;&#8221; And so on, mind racing, clock ticking, losing track, not being mindful or present.<\/p>\n<h3>Then I noticed something rather interesting: the power of images.<\/h3>\n<p>If I pictured the numbers as I counted them, I didn&#8217;t lose track. Thus, I&#8217;d &#8220;say&#8221; the numbers silently &#8211; 128, 129, 130, 131, and so on &#8211; while at the same time &#8220;seeing&#8221; them. This kept me on track &#8211; even if I &#8220;wandered&#8221; and went off on a mindless tangent, the images of the numbers ticking on brought me back quickly. The words? Not so much.<\/p>\n<p>Today I decided to count backward from 240, down to zero. Again, I noticed that without a visualization of the numbers, it was easy to lose track &#8211; to wander off and think about something else. With a picture of each number in mind, it was <del>easy<\/del> easier to <del>concentrate<\/del> be mindful.<\/p>\n<p>However, counting backward I was <em>much slower<\/em> (by at least 30 seconds!) than the timer. I guess that even with the trick of picturing the numbers, I was slower than actual clock time when I had to count backward from 240 to 0.<\/p>\n<p>But I&#8217;m convinced that with a bit more mindful practice, I&#8217;ll get the hang of counting backward in time to the timer &#8211; as long as I keep a clear picture of the numbers in mind. Otherwise, all bets are off and my mind gallivants in all directions.<\/p>\n<p>I guess I&#8217;m a visual thinker after all, an interesting (to me) insight I hadn&#8217;t expected from what I thought would be the purely physical exercise of standing on my head.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I recently took up the habit of daily 4-minute headstands. I&#8217;ve done headstands for decades now, but I never tried keeping to a daily regimen, nor did I ever before pay attention to duration. 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