{"id":55,"date":"2005-03-23T10:22:31","date_gmt":"2005-03-23T14:22:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.law.harvard.edu\/snarl\/2005\/03\/23\/i-do-not-want-what-i-havent-got\/"},"modified":"2005-03-23T10:22:31","modified_gmt":"2005-03-23T14:22:31","slug":"i-do-not-want-what-i-havent-got","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/2005\/03\/23\/i-do-not-want-what-i-havent-got\/","title":{"rendered":"I Do Not Want What I Haven’t Got"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sinead O’Connor sang those words in the early 90’s. But I simply can not live by them. I like to think I’m not a materialistic fellow or a man filled with envy or jealousy. But truth be told, I want what I don’t have. I always have, I always will.<\/P>
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Often times, I want stuff that I know deep down I don’t want (at least, I think I don’t want). For example, Matt and I lived in San Francisco back in 1997. I went there on vacation in 1996 and had a decent time. It wasn’t the best vacation of my life, but it was enjoyable. Still, I was happy when the trip was over and was ready to return to Boston. A year later, my best friend told me he was moving to southern California. That got the juices stirring in me and a few months later I decided I wanted to try living in California, too, and talked Matt into moving to San Francisco (southern California just didn’t appeal to me).<\/P>
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But after 6 months there we realized we didn’t quite fit in. People always talk about Massachusetts being too liberal, but you’ve not seen liberal until you live in San Francisco. Anyway, as a resident, you start noticing the little things that the tourists don’t quite pick up on: the excessive homelessness and panhandling, the rampant sex and drug culture, teen prostitution, the lack of trees (except in parks), the monotony of the weather and the blandness of the architecture (aside from downtown and the remaining painted ladies).<\/P>
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Yet here I am nearly 8 years later and a friend of mine is moving to San Francisco and I’m thinking how nice it would be to move back there. What’s up with that? I seriously need therapy.<\/P>
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Sinead O’Connor sang those words in the early 90’s. But I simply can not live by them. I like to think I’m not a materialistic fellow or a man filled with envy or jealousy. But truth be told, I want what I don’t have. I always have, I always will. Often times, I want stuff […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":74,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-55","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/74"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=55"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=55"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=55"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=55"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}