{"id":1857,"date":"2008-10-31T09:46:53","date_gmt":"2008-10-31T13:46:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.law.harvard.edu\/snarl\/?p=1857"},"modified":"2008-10-31T09:46:53","modified_gmt":"2008-10-31T13:46:53","slug":"who-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/2008\/10\/31\/who-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Who Am I?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You may (or may not) have noticed that I&#8217;ve not blogged on Thursdays lately. I should also add that I likely won&#8217;t be blogging on Thursdays until mid-December. That&#8217;s because I&#8217;m taking this management course at Harvard right now and it takes place on, you guessed it, Thursday.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s run by the Harvard Center for Workplace Development. Six or seven years ago I took the entry-level version of the course, Leadership Essentials. This time around, I&#8217;m taking Foundations of Leadership (at least, I think that&#8217;s the name).<\/p>\n<p>I recall learning some helpful tips the first time around so I&#8217;m hoping for something similar this time. Prior to starting the course, I had to complete a lengthy survey. In addition, I had to have my co-workers, direct reports (well, only one direct report), and boss fill out the same survey about my performance.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday we got the results back, and I have to admit I was surprised by a few things. Most significantly, the results indicated that I have a strong sense of self (self confidence, self-esteem, etc&#8230;). In fact, on a scale of 0-100, I scored a 99 in my self evaluation, with various scores from my peers\u00a0in the 40-70 range). Similarly, when it came to &#8220;outgoing&#8221;, I also scored a 99 in the self evaluation, and similar scores among my peers.<\/p>\n<p>WTF? I&#8217;ve always thought that I had the lowest self-esteem of anybody I know (hello, therapy?). I also consider myself quite shy, particularly around strangers or in social situations (parties, meetings, speaking up in class, etc&#8230;). Where the hell did these results come from?\u00a0It\u00a0always fascinates me how others perceive me.\u00a0But how could I be so off in my perceptions of my own self?\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You may (or may not) have noticed that I&#8217;ve not blogged on Thursdays lately. I should also add that I likely won&#8217;t be blogging on Thursdays until mid-December. That&#8217;s because I&#8217;m taking this management course at Harvard right now and it takes place on, you guessed it, Thursday. It&#8217;s run by the Harvard Center for [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":74,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1857","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1857","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/74"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1857"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1857\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1857"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1857"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.blogs.harvard.edu\/snarl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1857"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}